misery

I know that miserable people begets misery. Unhappy people tend to make those around them unhappy too.

I was in a foul mood this morning. Instead of trying to cheer myself up, I end up making people around me get annoyed today.

Whenever any problem arises, I tend to run away from it. I distract myself to not think about it, to not face up to it. Like it will all go away if I ignored it. Instead, the problems pile up and becomes worse than before.

I keep reminding myself to not run away but it is so habitual of me, to find the easy way out. I can think of a million different things to distract myself.

In the end, I feel overwhelmed and stressed out.

Right now, I have so much things to do on my list and instead of studying, I am blogging. See?

What do I do...