when life gives you lemon, make lemonade

I am in my last station! Finally! For those who are interested (or maybe not), my last station happened to be Cytotoxic Drug Reconstitution (CDR) / Oncology / Radiotherapy (RT). Yes, there are so many names even I don't even know what to say when I picked up the phone.

The best thing is that I have handed in all my logbooks last week! Finally I am rid of them. It was so stressful trying to fulfill them and then running all around HKL getting my preceptors to sign and assess me. I am very grateful that most of my preceptors has been lenient and extremely generous to lil ol' me =)

However, I still have 2 more clinical presentations to prepare. The first one will be next Wednesday. Wish me luck! *crosses fingers*. It has been delayed way too many times that I really hope I can do it soon. In fact, I am supposed to be studying about it right this moment *gulps*. As usual, procrastination. 

I am in a good mood today because I went shopping! Yays, the best way to take all my stress away. Awesome sale at Isetan =) Also, the Forever 21 boutique at Mid Valley is ginormous! Tricked my mom into buying this lovely sheer cardigan so I can borrow it for myself too lol. All I ended up getting for myself is this cute spike bracelet. 

Despite not reading any fiction books for years, I bought, "Fifty Shades of Grey". Heard it is quite good and a bit dark. Not sure it is the genre that I usually go for but I am giving it a try. Hoping that it is as good as it was reviewed. 

What else is up? Mel graduated from UCSI last week (congrats again!), Jo getting engaged at Maldives (congrats babes), and that almost half of HKL prps are going to Thailand in August. First up, I will be going with my uni friends. After that, on the same day I am leaving BKK, Nico is going there with her boyfriend. On yet the same day she is leaving BKK, Li Ling, Len, Jiaa Yin, Stephy, Carrie are all going there. Bern will be going to Chiangmai with her friends that same week. Coincidence? Or we all have the same thinking?

Still feeling lazy so I think I am going to go read my book and fall asleep in my comfortable bed. So good to be lazy but I think I will deeply regret it tomorrow when I start cramming for my work. Will post pics next time, although they will largely be from Instagram. I think I update myself more often there then on Facebook. Facebook is becoming scarier actually. Too many people have them lol.

misery

I know that miserable people begets misery. Unhappy people tend to make those around them unhappy too.

I was in a foul mood this morning. Instead of trying to cheer myself up, I end up making people around me get annoyed today.

Whenever any problem arises, I tend to run away from it. I distract myself to not think about it, to not face up to it. Like it will all go away if I ignored it. Instead, the problems pile up and becomes worse than before.

I keep reminding myself to not run away but it is so habitual of me, to find the easy way out. I can think of a million different things to distract myself.

In the end, I feel overwhelmed and stressed out.

Right now, I have so much things to do on my list and instead of studying, I am blogging. See?

What do I do...