the odyssey

Won't be able to go do my medication records at HUKM as planned. I am so worried that I may never be able to finish all the records on time.

This week was the first week of 4th year and it was like hell. Every day was 8am - 5pm with only 1 hour break in between. It's just like working, but worse as I have to concentrate on stuff like Clinical Pharmacokinetics, Quality Assurance and Hospital Clinical. Most of the time, I fell for the temptation of Hypnos. Haih...

Anyway, today I realized something. That no matter how difficult I try to run away from my thesis problems, I know that I cannot hide from it. I have to buck up some courage and face the most difficult part - statistical analysis.

Today someone annoyed me so very much. I cannot believe how selfish some people can be. Although a student's life can be a rat race, I just cannot imagine how some people can stoop so low and be so damn selfish. It just disappoints me.

Tomorrow I am going back home. I am glad to be able to relieve stress after such a tiring week. But sometimes I feel guilty because my housemates and coursemates don't get to go home as often as I do.

I hope I stay strong and pursue through this difficult journey...