Thursday, March 04, 2010

just wanna vent out~

오늘 나는 당신을 보게 기쁘다. 당신을 보아서 여기에서 한다 저에게 보이는 것처럼 나쁘지 않던 오늘 느낌을 이십시오. 나는 당신이 저와 영원히 체재할 다는 것을 그러나 나가 어떤 그릇된 희망도 주고 싶지 않는다는 것을 바란다. 오늘은 참으로 fairytale이었다. 나는 나가 당신과 인 오늘 같이 이었다는 것을 매일 바란다

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*Le Sigh*

I don't know if anyone reads my blog anymore. Honestly, I am beginning to feel that my blog is getting boring and dreary.

Worst still, I keep leaving my posts hanging halfway. I never blog finish about my Singapore trip, and also never blog finish about my CNY 2010.

I have my research project work to thank for. I am so far behind that I just feel like giving up already.

Today went to HUKM, awful day as I did not came well-prepared. I think I am going to develop "phobia" (quoted by mr. ys) of hospital already. There are 1001 things to do...it is all so stressful.

I realized I don't really know much about my topic when I know I should know by now. Maybe it is because I have yet to put my heart into my project yet. Maybe I need to see things better, from a different perspective.

I always believed that nothing is impossible, and that anything is possible once you set your mind on it. Which is why, I must keep motivating myself to stay on the right path. I must keep going on, no matter how difficult it is.

Every day, I keep wishing that things would be easier. I hope one day, once I get the hang of my project, things will indeed look out better for me.

For now, there are so little time and tonnes of things to do:
  • Finish up Literature Review
  • Finish up questionnaire
  • Do pilot study
  • Read up on all journals
On top of that, I have an emcee gig for my Pharmacy Nite next week. The rehearsal coincides with the day of my pilot study.

Gambateh!!!!

5 comments:

Ultraman Jino said...

walaupun i dont leave comment, doesnt mean i dont read. you are worried of your project so you are in the right track so dont worry much.




[Jino] - A man's not a man unless he knows how to shoot

FIFIONA said...

tq jino for ur support;)

yS said...

wow, my name appeared...lol..i think not only u, i gt the same feeling oso...just wish no problems will come out anymore, enough already..haha,good luck...

FIFIONA said...

ya i think u r right, can really develop phobia, make me dun wanna go hukm anymore...anyway, all the best 2 u too...hopefully we can all just soon soon lei lei lar;)

Anonymous said...

I enjoy your blog very much. I live in Texas, USA and found your blog while researching how to celebrate CNY. I love your fashion sense and funny personality. I will try to comment more often so that you feel appreciated!

-Marie (28-year-old mommy in Texas)

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