Wednesday, August 11, 2010

i want to cry because it's so hard

Finally the song I have been waiting for is finally out. Really a fan of Brave Brothers. Their songs are really nice. And of course, Jay Park or Jaebeom from 2PM, my favourite group. The combination make up a great song.

But most of all, after reading the English translation, I feel like the lyrics are so much like my life now. Sometimes, I really feel like I cannot cope with everything - thesis, studies and now clinical week is starting soon. Sometimes, I also feel like crying because it's all so hard.

Then, there are the people. The fact that I can be such a hypocrite sometimes. I only talk, but do not practice what I preached. Sometimes I wish I don't care so much what people say...

So here is the MV to my current favourite song. Hopefully, after all those clouds in the sky, there will be sunshine after that.



English translation:

Please don't cry
I want you baby

I want to cry right now
I want to cry because of you
I want to cry because it's so hard
I want to smile like old times
I'm crying again
I'm crying right now
My real love, your lies
I'm so afraid, I'm so afraid
of time without you

Even though you made me cry, I gave you my all
I have no heart, nothing but a gaping hole
The night path is so dark, I'm afraid, I'm afraid
I can't see the future without you, I'm scared, I'm scared

I got you, baby girl
I love you, you're the one
I got you, baby girl
I don't need anything else
Please don't leave me

I want to cry right now
I want to cry because of you
I want to cry because it's so hard
I want to smile like old times
I'm crying again
I'm crying right now
My real love, your lies
I'm so afraid, I'm so afraid
of time without you

From the moment you left me, I no longer exist
My heart hurts so bad
Now that I'm alone, I wipe my tears with bare hands
You're where I'm supposed to be, I can never go anywhere else
Please stay by my side, without you, I can't be brave

I got you, baby girl
I love you, you're the one
I got you, baby girl
I don't need anything else
Stay by my side

I want to cry right now
I want to cry because of you
I want to cry because it's so hard
I want to smile like old times
I'm crying again
I'm crying right now
My real love, your lies
I'm so afraid, I'm so afraid
of time without you

I can't even tell you I love you, my throat chokes up
I just want you to come back, my girl
My heart is ripping apart
I only know just you
You're not coming back. You didn't come back
Don't you see me waiting for you right here?

I want to cry right now
I want to cry because of you
I want to cry because it's so hard
I want to smile like old times
I'm crying again
I'm crying right now
My real love, your lies
I'm so afraid, I'm so afraid
of time without you

Romanized lyrics:

na jigeum ulgo shipdan malya
neo ddaeme ulgo shipdan malya
himdeuleo ulgo shipdan malya
yeojeoncheoreom utgo shipdan malya

ddo dashi ulgo itdan malya
na ulgo itdan malya baby
nae ichin sarangi ni geochin barami
na duryeoweo na duryeoweo neo eobtneun shigani

nae modeungeoseul jweosseo nal ullineun neo
gaseume shimjangeun eobseo bbeong ddullin gumeong
bamgili neomu eoduweo nan duryeoweo na duryeoweo
neo eobshi miraega anboyeo na museoweo na museoweo

I got you baby girl
I love you, you're the one
I got you baby girl
na geu mu-eotdo pilyo eobseo ddeonajima

na jigeum ulgo shipdan malya
neo ddaeme ulgo shipdan malya
himdeuleo ulgo shipdan malya
yejeoncheoreom utgo shipdan malya

ddo dashi ulgo itdan malya
na ulgo itdan malya baby
na jichin sarangi ni geochin barami
na duryeoweo na duryeoweo neo eobtneun shigani

niga ddeonagan sunganbuteo naega eobseo gaseumi neomu apa
ije weroun nan hollo seulpeumui nunmul maensoneuro dakka
nan naega isseoya hal got dareundeneun jeoldaero gajireul mothae
jebal nae gyeote isseojweo neo eobshin nan yonggamhajido mothae

I got you baby girl
I love you're the one
I got you baby girl
na geu mu-eotdo pilyo eobseo nae gyeote isseojweo

na jigeum ulgo shipdan malya
neo ddaeme ulgo shipdan malya
himdeuleo ulgo shipdan malya
yejeoncheoreom utgo shipdan malya

ddo dashi ulgo itdan malya
na ulgo itdan malya baby
na jichin sarangi ni geochin barami
na duryeoweo nan duryeoweo neo eobtneun shigani

saranghandan maldo mothae mogi meyeowa
I just want you to come back my girl
nae gaseum jjijeojyeo neobakke moreuneun nayeotgi-e
doraol sun eobtneungeoni dashi ol su eobtneungeoni
na jigeum yeogiseo neomaneul gidarijanha

na jigeum ulgo shipdan malya
neo ddaeme ulgo shipdan malya
himdeuleo ulgo shipdan malya
yejeoncheoreom utgo shipdan malya

ddo dashi ulgo itdan malya
na ulgo itdan malya baby
na jichin sarangi ni geochin barami
na duryeoweo nan duryeoweo neo eobtneun shigani

Credit: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kO2W4vW8Iz8&feature=related

2 comments:

Jane[珍] said...

Fifi..don't cry...but actually cry is a good form of relief...

I like dis lyrics as well...i also owes hv d same feeling as u...owes will think d lyrics of a song r vr much like my life now...OMG, v tend 2 get schizophrenia loh as mentioned by En. Hafiz..do u stil remember?? haha..

i cn really understand ur feeling...cz v r in d same boat..cope study, clinical, thesis at d same time...it's really really hard...to b honest, i really found myself tend 2 cry easily dis sem...i never experienced it b4...suddenly whn i feel depressed, my tears wil flow down automatically w/o reason...js i owes hide myself whn crying...cz i don't wn let ppl c i'm too fragile...bt i'm in fact so so so fragile...i tend 2 b optimistic, bt it's too difficult...

bt, fifi, don worry..d difficult time wil pas vr soon..js v nid 2 b tough...gambateh!!

alto i donoe wat "ppl pblm" u r facing nw, bt i js hope u wil x frustrated over it anymore...dealing v ppl is a vr difficult process, bt it's a pblm dat v cn x escape in our daily life...there r many kinds of ppl in d world...js treat it as a process to learn hw 2 tolerate...sometimes v really wil face lot of dilemma in our daily life...

may b my sharings here wil x contribute vr much to relieve ur depression facing nw...bt i js hope u cn go over all of dis v positive thinking as what i should b too...JIA YOU bah....

FIFIONA said...

hi ah chieng...

thanks for commenting here. i feel better knowing someone also understand how i feel. i also don't like showing others how stress i am but actually i feel so lost. sometimes i really dunno what to do, and just want to give up. but i also realized that i cannot run away anymore.

thanks for consoling me. really needed that. u oso jiayou ya~~!!!

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