It seems like this sem, I have lost all motivation to do my thesis and also in my studies. Whenever I face my thesis, I feel like I have so many problems I don't know where to start. In the end, I just give up and refuse to face it. I have been procrastinating so long that I am now behind, not only in thesis work but I am also falling behind in my studies. With every passing day and 0% progress, the guilt just weigh on me so so much.
During these few days at home, I have spend a lot of time thinking. I realized I cannot run away and avoid anymore. If I continue like that, I might just fail this whole semester, or worst the whole course. I cannot allow myself to self-indulge anymore. I don't want to continue doing something that I will regret later on.
So, until my life gets back on track, I am going to take a hiatus from this blog. It is really difficult as I really like blogging and there has been so much happenings that I want to post about. But they will all have to wait. With every passing minute I spend online, it is less minutes for my studies.