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The title is actually a tattoo of Junhyung B2ST. I secretly want to get a tattoo, despite objections from everyone I know...

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It feels like I have been neglecting this blog with updates of myself and just spamming it with lots of songs and videos only.

The month of January is almost over and CNY is just around the corner. But then again, unfortunately, so is our mid-semester examinations. Which is why I hope to have a hiatus from internet so I can fully concentrate on my notes. I just hope I can stick to this resolution of mine. 

I have been so busy with so many activities in January that not only my purse has become lighter but I have also not been able to catch up on updating about them in my blog. But the best thing that has ever happen is the birth of my new baby~ whom I affectionately call "yeobo" (in Korean).

I finally bought an iPhone~!!!

It was like a dream come true. I have always wanted an iPhone when I saw my friend having one. It was so useful and functional. Initially, my Mom agree to buy it for me as a graduation present but my current mobile phone lost its main button and it was such a hassle to use. So after much persuasion, I got my iPhone in advance~! I am so so happy of my new baby~

So since this post is dedicated to my yeobo, I have decided to spam this whole post with pics taken by my yeobo. They are totally random but still significant.

My souvenir from UK (taken with Lomo Lomo app)

I have not seen my dear friend, Dr. Chu for a while now, not since my clinical attachments in HUKM last semester so it was fun to see him again. He was having posting at HKL so we had lunch near my campus. He was so lucky to be able to go to the UK. I am so jealous~. Thanks for the souvenir ya and nice catching up with you...

"it seems like i will always love you more than you love me"

lyrics:

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing

Just prayed to a God that I don't believe in

'Cause I got time while she got freedom

'Cause when a heart breaks, no it don't breakeven

Her best days will be some of my worst

She finally met a man that's gonna put her first

While I'm wide awake she's no trouble sleeping

'Cause when a heart breaks, no it don't breakeven, even, no

What am I suppose to do

When the best part of me was always you and

What am I suppose to say

When I'm all choked up and you're okay

I'm falling to pieces, yeah

I'm falling to pieces

They say bad things happen for a reason

But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding

'Cause she's moved on while I'm still grieving

And when a heart breaks, no it don't breakeven, even, no

What am I gonna do

When the best part of me was always you

And what am I suppose to say

When I'm all choked up and you're okay

I'm falling to pieces, yeah

I'm falling to pieces, yeah

I'm falling to pieces

(One's still in love while the other one's leaving)

I'm falling to pieces

('Cause when a heart breaks, no it don't breakeven)

You got his heart and my heart and none of the pain

You took your suitcase, I took the blame

Now I'm tryna make sense of what little remains, oh

'Cause you left me with no love 

and no love to my name

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing

Just prayed to a God that I don't believe in

'Cause I got time while she got freedom

'Cause when a heart breaks, no it don't break

No it don't break, no it don't breakeven, no

What am I gonna do

When the best part of me was always you

And what am I supposed to say

When I'm all choked up and you're okay

I'm falling to pieces, yeah

I'm falling to pieces, yeah

I'm falling to pieces

(One's still in love while the other one's leaving)

I'm falling to pieces

('Cause when a heart breaks, no it don't breakeven)

Oh, it don't breakeven, no [x3]

Credit: cindycsy01

if I walk, would you run?

If i walk, would you run?
If i stop, would you come?
If i say you're the one, would you believe me?
If i ask you to stay, would you show me the way?
Tell me what to say so you don't leave me.
The world is catching up to you
While you're running away to chase your dream
It's time for us to make a move cause we are asking one another to change
And maybe i'm not ready

Chorus:
But I'll try for your love
I can hide up above
I will try for your love
We've been hiding enough

Just watched "Fame" movie last night and thought this song was so sweet although the movie was just mediocre, IMHO. 

I came back from Malacca yesterday and I am exhausted. I will try to update this blog but time is no best friend of mine at this point, what with the upcoming CNY celebrations and the mid-sems right after that. After mid-sems, there comes clinical attachments. *Sigh*

the best night ever~!!!

Living in KL all my life, I have never ever been to a concert before. Not even once. So, when my coursemate Ai Li asked me if I wanted to go to Digi Kpop Live Party 2011 where Beast, G.Na and 4Minute will be performing, I was like, wtf, I have never been to a concert / showcase before…and I had a friend to accompany me…so it was now or never. Lol~

Both of us had already set our minds to buy the tickets, but we were undecided as to which price range we wanted to go for. At the spur of the moment, we bought the most expensive ones – Platinum Zone, which is free standing but is nearest to the stage area. First time going to a concert like this and we bought the most expensive tickets. Hehe.

 

My ticket. It also came with some vouchers.

Because it was free standing, that means it was first come, first serve basis. So, right after our class, Ai Li and I had our lunch on campus and then we took the Hang Tuah monorail to Stadium Negara. Back to VI again, it has been so long since I last walked this road. Kinda miss my alma mater, but more so the people that had accompany me during my grueling Form 6 years.

When we arrived there, it was around 12pm and already there were people waiting in line under the hot sun. But because it was not so many, Ai Li and I decided to cam-whore first before the crowd arrives.

Platinum Zone was on higher grounds, had to climb the stairs. But near the main entrance there were some avatars that we can take photos with:)

A night to remember in January

Taking a hiatus from my Turkey posts to blog about a memorable event I had on January 9th 2011. It was the annual Pharmacy Chinese Course Night, an event organized by 3rd year Pharmacy UKM students. The special thing about this year is that we are seniors! That means we get the full treatment, VIP and all. It was so exciting because all this while, as juniors, we had to come up with programs and food and decorations and themes to please our seniors but this year, we are in charge. Woo-hoo~

This year, our event was held at Impiana Hotel KLCC, which is a short driving distance away from Setapak. The chairwoman of the event was Ooi Tche, who is Wei Wei’s little buddy. There were many glitches, I overheard, but I am happy that the night went very well.

The theme of the night was MAGIC~******~

Prior to the actual dinner time, the 4 of us got ready at myself and Wei Wei’s shared apartment.

Want to thank my roommates and housemate for helping me out.

Hair is done by Wei Wei & Suzane & NL, make-up myself and BB. Long blue dress (I really wanted to try wearing a long gown for at least once) chosen by myself and my Mom at this gown shop at Times Sq. Also tq to my mom for lending me her scarf and clutch. Oh, and also thankies to my aunt who lend me her earrings~!

Just a rant

"Isn't it hard to give someone a chance when you know your heart belongs to someone else?"

Just a thought~

xmas 2010 – bukit tinggi~

So for this year’s Xmas activities, I decided to join my uni coursemates for a one-day trip to Bukit Tinggi, after seeing many of my friends posting pics of this place on Facebook. The place is actually not so bad, more nicer if you are a camera / photography buff because you can take some really nice and cool photos here…
There were around 16 of us and we hired van services to take us there. We departed from Times Square hotel because the van also tend to pick up tourists to Bukit Tinggi as well. Also, because Bukit Tinggi is owned by Berjaya. The admission price is RM12 for adults.

The van dropped us at French Village, the first attraction we visited upon arrival.

The place reminded me a little of Sleeping Beauty Castle in Disneyland.

We tried the infamous jumping shot and although there were numerous funny and candid ones, this one is the best jump shot, albeit Mei Chieng’s feet already touched the ground.

24 hours of silence

So here I am, wanting to blog either on Turkey, 2010, Bukit Tinggi or the recent Pharmacy Course Night but feeling slightly emo right now.

I am sick. Again. For the umpteenth time. Shit. And I wanted to shout this Thursday, when I am going to a concert. Yup, broke my concert virgin (ok. not sound so nice there) and splurge out to get as near as possible to my favourite Korean Idols - B2ST, 4 Minute and G.Na.

First time I am getting this - Inflammation of vocal cords. It started out as mild sore throat and fever. After fever's gone, the sore throat persisted. And then last night was the ultimatum. I shouted and cheered too much, forgetting the condition of my throat. And obviously I strained it. Now I have no more voice, or more like a muffled, hoarse whisper. Doctor's advice: Refrain from talking for the next 24 hours.

I got medical leave for tomorrow's classes but feel like in a dilemma to miss class. I don't know why but since young, I don't like to play truant. Sigh. But I cannot risk losing my voice so I am going to listen to the doc and stay at Setapak tomorrow, hoping to catch up on my mountain of notes. However, there is a important workshop in the afternoon so yup, I am dragging myself to campus still. Just hope no one will ask me too many questions. It's difficult to control myself from not speaking as frequently or as normally as I used to.

Lately, I realized if I have been clinging on to some things. I am more like an idealist than a realist. Often, I find myself daydreaming and having fantasies rather than to face the facts like they are. I credit this to my childhood ambition of wanting to be a writer. I am just saying this because I feel like I put my hopes in someone and that person just really disappoint me. It seems to me like this person will never change and until now, I don't know why I care so much for this person. Perhaps, I am indeed too much of a dreamer, hoping that I can change this person, when in fact, deep down, I know I probably have zero influence on this person.

Four weeks into my classes now and I feel like in an ultimate mess. Notes are piling up, all white and clean as I have yet to find the mood to scrutinize them. My closet's in a mess too, with things coming in but never going out. And with my current condition now, I just don't feel like bothering with any of this clean-up. But I know this is an excuse because even if I am not sick, I probably will not clean up either.

2011 is here already. A few more months and I will be starting my working life. Problem is, I don't feel prepare for it. After so many years in uni, have I even mature? I don't feel proud of the things I did here although I have met many wonderful people. Looking at others, it feels like everyone are so grown up and I am always lost, constantly. This feels like a challenge, to me.

Maybe that is how life is? Maybe I should do something?

Crap, I have stomachache now. And it's 2am. January is just not a good month for me:(